Existing at extremes
Fists clenched through every dream
Sleep incased in black mascara on the
Back of the wand I used to charm myself
To believe that you liked me

Honest words fall from the sides
Of monsters running, flying high
Not knowing what is real
In the end there is no end to anything
Save for hopes and dreams
Starved senseless from the
Cold of you and me, not from the
Boldness of my actions or these screams

Chorus:
Stuck in my head
Thoughts racing constantly
I can’t get out of here
Stuck in my head
Behind my eyeballs
These words never disappear

Too scared to try
Just let these things slip by
Running faster from the grief
That bubbles underneath
All the things I hide from everyday
In the hope as time goes by they’ll go away.

Finding comfort in the chains
The expected starts to wane
Weakens in the knees
While madness starts to breed
From the hole that used to house my heart
Contemplating now exactly how to start
To love again and not again

CHORUS

Pressure building in this empty space
With each attempted escape
In definitions drowning everyday
5,000 tries lost, what a shame.

CHORUS

Stuck in my head